It's personal

My name if you would care to know is Emily . I hate how it is spelled so i like to spell it Emilie . I understand it sounds stupid ,but i like it .

I am scared to be judged by anyone !

There will be more about me in "scars"

WARNING ! : POST MAY BE TRIGGERING .

Can you fake a smile ?

My birthday is soon and i don't know what to do for it , any ideas tell me please .!